UNEDITED; This picture and my thoughts.
The last few weeks with friends on calls and family so ever clinging, I've had the time to think how little I work I work all day but how much I criticize myself even for the least nominal things. It's like I don't have the time to even look at the mirror but I actually FIND THE TIME to sit down and talk back mean to myself.
The lengths I go to to appreciate and hype my friends, be it on calls, messages, IG posts and stories or even the secret hand made letters I've been writing for them ( supposed to ship out once all this is over ) is superabundant but the same things if that happens to me, I'm the first one to still chide myself and then maybe add a pinch of an appreciation. And the last couple of days, as I begin to understand how it actually affects my self worth, my self love which is the most delicate intimacy that is ever made to be, my heart has been telling me big things in little ways....it is to listen to my mind saying that irrespective of all the changes my body is going through, I am still worthy of love and respect and NO, not anyone else's but my own love and respect for my mind and body.
It's giving me the time to understand that it's alright to not be productive all day, everyday and it's okay to really sit down and read a book and do nothing after. It's also giving me consciousness to know that my small steps will also eventually lead me to the right direction. ✨
AND FOR DAYS WHEN NOTHING FEELS RIGHT TO ME, all I wanna see is a picture of a heavenly oceanfront, just like this.
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